LONELINESS

Loneliness-
Its a true world
Its a world to apply you themes of senses
your own verdict, either philosophical
Or mythological, truth or what ever

Loneliness-
Its a NIRVANA
From which Lord Buddha enlighten
He owned his own enlightenment
Own creations, feelings and true vision

Loneliness-
Don't you ever call it a mess
Its the truth
The only vivid truth one can understand
One can sense and judge

Loneliness-
Its a love, in fact, a true love
Its a penance, very deep
Very hard to bear
So it happens to the chosen rationales

Loneliness-
Its very painful
Close you eyes and just imagine
How your life would be?
If you are lonely.

Loneliness-
But, though painful
Though its a penance
Though its very hard to bear
And its very cheap to listen and judge

Why isn't the social and economic status of a writer by profession secured?

I am a writer. I write and therefore I am a freelancer as well. I write about my time’s experiences, histories, current affairs, ideologies, literature, thoughts, development, economy, philosophies, journals, blogs, books and revolution … so many to say. When I write I become activist sometimes, an economist, a socialist, a teacher, a slave, a think tank, a capitalist, communist, a rebel … sometimes as per the state of affairs I write. Precisely, when I sit to write ----- that is my life time achievement because at least I express million feelings and million voices to communicate with the past, present and the future. There are numerous reasons of writing.

And when I write and earn from my writing I receive royalties as my earning. Hence the Inland Revenue Department (IRD) as per the Income Tax Act, 2058, thereafter impose tax @ 5% of my royalty income. I contribute to the nation by paying tax as well. Yes, as mentioned earlier in paragraph, I play, analyze and scrutiny the contents/ characters that is required by nation, society and citizens; castes, cultures and creeds; languages, races and sex; representing billion souls including the dead ones.

Through writing, I send message, I question and even try to answer. I also earn goodwill, reputation, titles and critics. As taken writing as my profession, I am also unknown by people who do not read, who do not have interest on books and journals, current affairs, etc… People have multiple choices, they can switch one and jump to any other subject of interest. I am also unknown to the people uneducated. There are challenges and opportunities both; while taking writing as profession.

May be it is the reason why most of the people in Nepal do not choose writing as profession proudly, even though mass communication, journalism, economics, political science, laws, sociology and anthropology are subjects of studies available here. Bitter fact: These subjects are enrolled by fewer students each year which may be a serious disaster at times to come.

Actually, I wonder for what reason and what in actual, students study in Nepal? For money only? Big question always tickle my mind.

Again, back to the main stream of topic. Despite presumed to have reputation, recognition, and an earning, why isn’t the social and economic status of a writer by profession secured?

Jeevan Dahal (JeevDSK)

Cell No: 9841981057

jeevdsk@gmail.com, www.jeevdsk.blogspot.com,

Chandragadi, Jhapa

NAMASKAR BAJE

Baje Ek:     Ma janata ko Namaskar linchu, and that is where I am satisfied from my profession.

Baje Dui:    Ma chahi, sabailai Namaskar garchu, and that is where I feel satisfied to myself.

Baje Ek:     K tapailai thulo manche hunu chaina?

Baje Dui:    Haina maile Namaskar garda thulo manche vahinna ra?

Baje Ek:     Vahincha, tara thulo manche vara ra, bivinna nikaya ko mukhya byakti banera po janata ko namaskar paincha ra thulo manche vaincha ta.

Baje Dui:    Lau thikei cha, yedi tyaso ho vane k namaskar garne mache kaile thulo hudaina ta? Vivinna nikaya ma aabaddha vayera matra thulo mache vaincha ra… malai achhamma lagcha hajur, yo rastra nikaya ka padadikari ko ho ki janata ko lagi pani ho?

Baje Ek:     Tapaile maile vanya kura alik bhujnu vayena ni, maile vanna khojya chai hamro samaj ma sarkari jagire, sarkari master sahib, jasle janako anawarat rup ma sewa garchan tini haru prati po lakshit garera vaneko ni.

Baje Dui:    Ye, ho ra? Tyaso vaye hami jasta samaj sewak, jasle scout ma kaam garcham, jasle private nokari garcham, jasle patrakarita garcham, jasle bank ma karya garcham, uni haru chai kasta byakti hun ta? K uni haru le rastra ra janata ko lagi kaam garya Hainan ra?

Baje Ek:     Uni haru pani rastra kei lagi kaam garchan ni tara jasle Sarkar ko lagi kaam garchan,  uni haru le chai janata ko khaas kaam garchan, janata ka awashyakta ka paripurak hun, uni haru bina janata le kar Sarkar le kar tirchan, bivinna prakar ka samajik surakshya pauchan, jastai hernus na police le raat din khatera surakshya gari ra hunchan, prasashan ma kaam garne le janata ka dainik kaam kaaj haru ko gari dinchan, kar ma kaam garne haru le janata bata kar uthayera Sarkar kei khata ma halchan jasle garda rastra ko dhan badcha, budget aucha ra bikas kharcha huncha ra janata sambriddha hunchan, nyaya prashasak haru hernus na janata lai nyaya dina baseka hunchan, … yesari bivinna nikaya ka padadikari haru milera rastra ko sewa gareka hunchan ni.

Baje Dui:    Maile tyo ta buje, tara private sector ma kaam garne, lekhak, IT field ka freelancer haru, consultancy ka manis haru jasle uchit sallaha ra sujav dinchan, scout ma kaam garne haru, bivinna gyar-sarkari nikaya ma kaam garne haru le pani ta, rastra ra janata kei hiit ka nimti kaam garira hunchan ni. Udhyogi haru le thulai kaar tireka chan, janata lai ajha chito chariot rup ma sewa garne haru pani chan, paryatan ma lageka manis haru, krishi pesa ma lagne kisan daju vai didi bahini haru.  Agadi aune bittikei, mitho boli le swagat garchan, samajik surakshya ma dhyan puryayekei chan, rastra lai aarthik bikas ko lagi mahawtapurna yogdan pani ta diyaka chan ni. Uni haru chai nepali samaj ma samanya manis vayera baseka chan ra sarkari sewa ma basne manis haru chai alik dherai samman garnu parne, namaskar hajur gardai janu parne… bastabikta k ho vanne kura ma dherai chaso ra jigyasa cha malai. Katai chori magna gayo vane pani sarkari jagir lai mahatwa dine prabriti kina habi vayeko hola? Ajha uni haru ta desh ka bivinna pesa angaleka manis haru… Sarkar lai nai maddhat gareka pani, ultai namaskar na lihi namaskar garne haru pani ta hun ni, haina ra?

Baje Ek:     Awasya pani, uni haru rastra nirman ka sarathi nai hun ni. Aaba yesto pani huna sakcha, mahatwa ka hisab le sochda, tapaile vaneko ekdum sahi ho. Tara khai desh ra janata le manne vaneka ta sarkari sewak nai hun, kina ho? Chori ko umer chaunjel pani pension aucha, bivinna prakar ka vatta auchan, subidha auchan, vanera hola manis utai tira dhalkeka. Ani arko kuro k vane tinai sewak le manya hune nikaya ka dastavej banauchan, karya bidhi banauchan, bidhi ko sashan basalna ko lagi mahatwa purna karya garchan, aaba matadaan mai uniharu ko katro yogdan cha. Neta haru chai 8 kakshya pass hudainan, uni haru ko kaam chai garidinu parne re, yesta gunasha pani ta chan ni. Vaneko bela vaneka thau ma saruwa garna tini haru le pani ta thulai manche ko mukh taknu parcha ni. Tini haru ko pani aafnai dhukheso cha ni.

Baje Dui:    Jaba desh ka sabai milera janata kei lagi kaam garchan, pesa, taha ra mahatwa ma chai kina hamro jailei najar ko talamathi huncha, maile kuro nabhujeko. Desh ma aru pesa garne ko sambhawana pani ta prachur matra ma cha ni, desh banauna ta eutai karya garnu pari rahadaina ni. Sarkar le pani bivinna nikaya ma sabailai sambhodhan hune gari atayekai chan karmachari lai, ra jasle gyar-sarkari karya gardachan uni haru ko uchit gari khane bidhi banaidiyekei chan ni. Aaba hamra desh ka yuwa haru lai nai hernu na, aadha padchan koi ra sarkari jagire vandai utai panda thalchan – yeta afno padai pani damadool, uta vayeko bichar, siddhanta, ra aafno dakshyata pani swaha. Arko kura, koi chai aaba sarkari jagir khana sakiyena bidesh janu parcha vanne pani dherai chan ra janchan pani, aakhir janata le tireko kaar vanda ta uniharule ragat pasina le kamayeka remittance ka paisa le nai desh dhaneko cha ni ra remittance vitraune channel pani ta sarkari vanda gyar-sarkari ra public bank haru chan ni. Tyaha kaam garne haru le katro jokhim uthauchan ni. Rastra ma krishi pesa garne kishan, paryatan pesa garne paryatan byawasahi, kanun sashtri, lekhak, master haru, udhyog kal karkhana sanchalan garne udhyogi haru sahit tyaha kaam garne karmachari haru, janata kei lagi sewa garna chaleka yatayat byabasahi, janata lai sushuchit banaune sanchar karmi haru, bidhwan ra boudhik byaktitwa haru, lagayat chan ni. Khai ta tini haru pani samanya nagarik nai hun, kar ni tirchan, samajik karya ma sarik ni hunchan, rastra kei lagi kaam garchan? Khai ta value? Akhir hamro samaj ko manis haru ko pesa lai herne dristi kod nai chuttai cha ki? Ma ta awak lagera aucha.

Baje Ek:     Tapai ka kura ekdummai jayaj chan. Bastabikta k hola vane  hami le janata ra rastra nai chineka chainau. Kaha k mildaina kaha k mildaina. Ekathari lai euta pesa prati lagav huncha ra arka thari lai aru nai kunai. Bastav ma hami le ek arka ko pesa lai mahatwa ka saath line ho ra sangai milera jane ho vane, hamro rastra sambriddha hunthyo. Hami doctor lai mahatwa dinchau, engineer lai mahatwa dinchau, pilot lai mahatwa dinchau, aru pesagat sanjal ka hakim lai mahatwa dinchau tara samanya karmachari lai chai kina alik napatyaye jasto garchau, yo kuro chai malai pani kata kata anautho lagcha hai. Aakhir, riksha chalaune pani ta chalak nai hun ra biman chalaune pani chalak nai ta hun. Kuro paiso ma pani adeko pani cha.

Desh ka bastabik sambahak ta janata nai hun ni, aru pesa ta tini haru ko sahayatri matra hun, dubai ma paranirvarta cha. Ani neta haru pani kasta chan, janata lai hami janata nai hum vanne, samajhik bichar dhara ko chal khel garne ani arko tira Sarkar lai hami lai yo chahiyo, tyo chahiyo vanne, yo pugena tyo pugena vanne, feri janata lai nai ghumai firai dukha dine.

Baje Dui:    Ani jasle j sukai vane pani sabai vanda agi ta hami nepali aam nagarik hum. Malai namaskar pugena, yeslai namaskar pugena, malai maan pugena, tyaslai maan pugena, vanne sankirna bichar rakhne haru dherai chan. Bastav ma yeslai upayukta dayera ma lyauna sake hamro desh ma dherai pragati hune thiyo ki?

Baje Ek:     Tyati matra haina pesagat sahisnuta pani hunthyo. Kaam garne batawaran pani ramro hunthyo. Kasaile kasaiko swartha ko nimti, afno swartha, furti, maan samman ko nimti kaam nagarera afno kaam thik samaya ma, thik thau ma garna sake yesai pani bidhi bata desh aghi badi halne thiyo ni. Yei kaam garna sakyo vane desh ka neta haru ko lagi mukhya sachetak ra yathartha parak banaucha jasto lagcha hai malai.

Ma pani ta pesa le Sarkar kei sewak hu ni… tara tapai ko jigyasa ra hamro chalfal le ma vitra pani prashna garna ra uttar afai vitra khojna sikayeko cha. Tyasko lagi tapai lai dhanyabaad cha hai.

Baje Dui:    Hahaha! Thikei cha, tapai bata pani maile dherai kura sikne mauka paye. Hamro baicharik avibyati haru dherai mahatwapurna thiye. Tapailai pani dhanyawaad.

Jeevan Dahal (JeevDSK)

Cell No: 9841981057

Jeevdsk@gmail.com,

www.jeevandahal.com.np,