BE YOURSELF

                                          --You are alone to walk throughout the lifetime so never ever wait for other 'coz they cant reach up to you...


Its your day
Its your life
Whatever you do
So do it for yourself
Dont you ever think of me
Dont you count others
Let others cry and leave me there
Dont you ever come near to express sympathy
Dont Dear Dont


You know lifes like a maze
The more you go in
The deeper you be
Youll feel that youll never come out
And so it happens exactly
SO hey dont you ever see others
Think of yourself
'Coz you find doing the same to you
They never feel you 
They never heal you
They are not capable of doing so
Really really they are not


You are said to be born alone
And youll find yourself dying alone
Both nude
While cradle and on cremation
So why whats the reason
On giving time to others
I wish all beings being selfish
And so you do too
The more you go far alone
The more thing youll gain

The saint youll become
The NIRVANA youll achieve
Hey if you want to walk
Try actually walk by yourself
Your own insights
Your own guidance
And so you are
Considered to walk
As you are gifted to walk
You have legs
As you are gifted with
Hands eyes ears and all and all
Everything and everything what you need to survive
So dont you even stop
Imagining life after life
'Coz life after life after life
Is you day dream
Youll never enjoy the royalty
As you enjoy right now

So just go on go on and go on
Its your day
Its your life
I feel you never returned
And would feel so glad for that
Who says theres no happiness?
While travelling alone
Travelling actually is itself a fun
Its real happiness
Its the truth we should search for
Wherever you go
However you express
Never return to the same form
Change change yourself
From no hairs to the white hairs on your body


Dont you ever try to do the same
Dont you ever return back
I know you dont
'Coz you cant
'Coz till then youll know what travelling is
I know you had not known life before
Youll never know it afterward too
So cover how much you can
Move to what extent you do
Streetch how much large youll occupy
See how far your eyes views
Hear to the dumb
Be mortal while on earth
Love youyself ever 
Love others never
Let them be a log
'Coz while moving towards the eternity
Youll see them as a lying log
And so keep your lifes journey up
Keep it up keep it up
Never ;look down and never look back
keep your head high and held
Now its your day
Its your life.........................................

CHANGE, I

She was my friend. I never spoke to her before. It is so because I never had any further relationship with colleagues, except hello and hi.

On the background, I would like to define myself as a creative person as in the farewell occasion, I begun creative act 'coz no-one was doing what I did. Actually, I was handshaking with every one of my class, taking notes and contacts, names and signs. Those were my fun times. And now it has become an year or so the time has passed so fast. Within the passage of time, now, I've made many female mates, so close and so franc and I hope that they too analyze my nature to be friendly and franc, for god's sake.

Eventually, I just used to call her just for a matter of studies and chilling out of the daily stuffs. I had not thought of her more than a friend, in fact not a good friend even- I repeat,"Just a good friend". She used to respond me and call sometimes. This way we started. Time passes so swiftly and now I don't even realize that I can't go on without even opening my parcel of feeling to anyone. Most often she's become my victim, my prey.

I called her once on her cell phone, till than we had become good friends, slowly and gradually maturing towards frankness, she too responded in a good  nature and so I did. The next time, she called me, we talked for longer minutes, but we never tried to exchange those alphabets of the main theme of talking and so till now we are enjoying like that. As I stayed far away feelings went deeper and deeper, we exchanged news and views of the college days and friends. To speak so frankly and sensitively within each other should be a gift to both of us and that's wonderful.

This way we used to talk, make often contacts and it really made us so intimate as we are really in paradise of personal touch a sensation of love. Once, when I was returning home without prior notice to any one, I failed 'coz she knew exactly what I wanted to deceive. You know, how wonderful one feels if so intimate knows the others feeling of the hidden heart. And than she called me on my cell, I felt quite awkward on what on what  to say but I knew she's well equipped to ignore such awkwardness. I was invited to meet for which I too was intending.

And this way, we met together after a long time and I found myself to open to her, to any girl for the very first girl of my life time. Yes, I opened to her and knew what her intention of meeting me and made it a date for again the first time of my life with her. We enjoyed entertaining each other keeping busy on talking rational and irrational and future plans. For a while we kissed and that was the first kiss of my life time. Her frankness made so mad to stuck with her even now, I learned many things like how to co respond with a female 'coz I was the very person of that sort who used to say 'same to you' if any girl wished me "Happy Birthday". That is how, now I declare a derivation of unknown one's to the closer and so near within the walls of heart and memories, from the farewell day to a year after it. I'm feeling wow, whatsoever other understand. Now I love her and she does the same to me, I don't know to what extent it goes but I am really changed.

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