CHANGE, I

She was my friend. I never spoke to her before. It is so because I never had any further relationship with colleagues, except hello and hi.

On the background, I would like to define myself as a creative person as in the farewell occasion, I begun creative act 'coz no-one was doing what I did. Actually, I was handshaking with every one of my class, taking notes and contacts, names and signs. Those were my fun times. And now it has become an year or so the time has passed so fast. Within the passage of time, now, I've made many female mates, so close and so franc and I hope that they too analyze my nature to be friendly and franc, for god's sake.

Eventually, I just used to call her just for a matter of studies and chilling out of the daily stuffs. I had not thought of her more than a friend, in fact not a good friend even- I repeat,"Just a good friend". She used to respond me and call sometimes. This way we started. Time passes so swiftly and now I don't even realize that I can't go on without even opening my parcel of feeling to anyone. Most often she's become my victim, my prey.

I called her once on her cell phone, till than we had become good friends, slowly and gradually maturing towards frankness, she too responded in a good  nature and so I did. The next time, she called me, we talked for longer minutes, but we never tried to exchange those alphabets of the main theme of talking and so till now we are enjoying like that. As I stayed far away feelings went deeper and deeper, we exchanged news and views of the college days and friends. To speak so frankly and sensitively within each other should be a gift to both of us and that's wonderful.

This way we used to talk, make often contacts and it really made us so intimate as we are really in paradise of personal touch a sensation of love. Once, when I was returning home without prior notice to any one, I failed 'coz she knew exactly what I wanted to deceive. You know, how wonderful one feels if so intimate knows the others feeling of the hidden heart. And than she called me on my cell, I felt quite awkward on what on what  to say but I knew she's well equipped to ignore such awkwardness. I was invited to meet for which I too was intending.

And this way, we met together after a long time and I found myself to open to her, to any girl for the very first girl of my life time. Yes, I opened to her and knew what her intention of meeting me and made it a date for again the first time of my life with her. We enjoyed entertaining each other keeping busy on talking rational and irrational and future plans. For a while we kissed and that was the first kiss of my life time. Her frankness made so mad to stuck with her even now, I learned many things like how to co respond with a female 'coz I was the very person of that sort who used to say 'same to you' if any girl wished me "Happy Birthday". That is how, now I declare a derivation of unknown one's to the closer and so near within the walls of heart and memories, from the farewell day to a year after it. I'm feeling wow, whatsoever other understand. Now I love her and she does the same to me, I don't know to what extent it goes but I am really changed.